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Monday, November 16, 2009
1:09 PM Midway *the moments where my good times start to fade WE'RE MARCHING PAST THE HALFWAY MARK!(: MARCH ON MARCH ON And I'm jolly glad blogger's restored my formatting tools!!!(: happy only(: It has been ultra longgg, seriously. The last post was...oh my, I can't even remember when! I feel good to be back on Blogger again! Apparently, or so I heard, everyone's flooding FB again, like crazy! I can't even remember when I last embraced the comp! poor comp, w/o me utilizing it, it's sitting there idle. until my laptop wish comes true, i'll continue to remain loyal to this comp. Anw, 4 more days till the end of my misery, or should I say OUR misery. I feel so caged up, esp on weekends, like a bird, flapping my wings but can't come out. OMG): but that's all gonna be over soon! yay! And so, while I'm pretty excited about the end of my exams, bringing myself back to reality, there are still 4 more papers to go. yeah baby, just 4 more!!! hang in there, all of us, we can do it yoz(: So best of luck to everyone out there still struggling/surving while being trapped by the strangleholds of examinations! cheers&love Thursday, October 22, 2009
10:17 AM "Maybe Ignorance Is Truly Bliss" *would you serenade me in my dreams? So much for dreams, aspirations and expectations. When one door appears to be opened, you find yourself bruised all over cos you open up your arms and try to embrace the open door. When you open the door, there are no bathrooms or homeliness; you fall into another jungle again. Maybe I shouldn't hold too much expectation, I shouldn't even be thinking about such things. All the while I was living my quietly happy life, thinking that everything is okay, but NO everything is not actually okay. I told myself, "One day I'll fly around the world to do things that I love, to find people that I want to see." You know, like how some girls dream of meeting their idols live, yeah that kind of dream. But I doubt it's ever going to happen. So much for dreams of seeing the world, so much for expectations of meeting celebrities, so much for wishes that were made on stars that never came true. So much for love and romance that remain unrequited. Someone once said," To love someone, when there is no chance of that love ever thriving,that is romance." I believe that, really. It is so hard to find someone to really love. When one door appears to be open, it is not actually open. BANG! and you're hurt. ♥ Maybe in time, we will find somebody to hug, to kiss, to do things that are fun-loving and all. Through time, that is. Maybe some people find them faster than others, or maybe God thinks we're undeserving of it yet, or maybe we're not living up to other people's expectations of who we should be, or how we should look. I don't know. There are so many things that I do not comprehend. There's too much in this world, in this realm of romance for me to understand. When you do things for someone, you do it out of love. Perhaps that's why love is an ability, not an emotion. cheers&love Tuesday, October 20, 2009
12:15 AM The Dark Night *I see one single star shining bright(: Sagittarius + Aries (Fire + Fire = Explosion) Coming together with an Aries is all systems go! Sagittarius/Aries is a powerful and adventurous match, so an exciting joyride awaits you both in this fiery combination. In many cases it’s love at first sight — it won’t take long to fan the flames of each other’s desire. There is also a great deal of joy and playfulness in this combo. This is because your ruling planets are friendly. Likewise, you have a sense that each of you somehow reflects the qualities of the other. This ensures good understanding, and easy communication between you. Occasionally you’ll find that your discussions get heated, even disagreeable. At other times your Aries partner will be thought-provoking and enthralling. At least there’ll never be a dull moment! Aries will keep you on your toes. They don’t like boring and predictable relationships any more than you do. To both of you, variety is the spice of life. Aries will fire you up and support you in your ambitions, and you’ll be able to take their boisterous energy and help them direct it to bigger and better things. This way you’ll both be inspired and supported. And over time, you’ll be able to bring out Aries’ intuition and idealism. There’s a karmic element to this relationship too; there’s something lucky and predestined about your meeting. This is one of those relationships that you know has a chance of working. Your freedom-loving independence is a good match for Aries’ dramatic and outgoing nature. There’ll be no stopping either of you if you decide to commit to this relationship. There’ll be plenty of travel, too, and that will also bring out your like-mindedness. Your sexual appetites verge on the extreme. The two of you will spend hours enjoying the art of lovemaking. You’re well suited, sexually — there should be plenty of passionate times. If you’re a Sagittarian born between 12 December and 21 December, you’ll be ideally suited to Arians born between 31 March and 10 April. You’ll understand each other well, and that will help the relationship over the long term. Adapted from http://www.astrology.com.au/compatibility/compatibility.asp cheers&love Friday, October 16, 2009
9:01 PM Unloved/Loved/Unloved. *attack of the killer smile Nothing beats jumping and splashing in the pool under the bright, warm mid-afternoon sun!(: & now I can truly fathom why people more or less always say that 'A's are gonna be tough!): TIME. IS. GONNA. FLY. Friday, October 09, 2009
8:38 PM Seconds, Hours, So Many Days *what if my chances are already gone? kris allen - no boundaries will i make it through the pain? will i make it through the hurricane? is there really nothing between me and my dreams? ): ME: "the next 2 weeks, exam weeks are either going to make me or break me" ME'S FRIEND: "it will make you" i'm praying so, very so. Today, whilst waiting for assembly to begin, I tilted my head and looked towards the great, clear blue sky. I felt happy; I was glad to be in school. Then something hit me, brought me to reality. I felt like crying all of a sudden. The mere thought of it just sent some tiny tear drops near my eyes, thankfully they didn't slip out. I felt like 'why is this happening to me?!' where's the 'thing' i wanted and needed most? No, no, i couldn't ask for it; I didn't have one to begin with. Pictures of life that I see almost everyday, although the same, always impacts me greatly. Just the mere thought of it, the lovely sight. WHY? I always try to suppress, sometimes it works, sometimes, I really just can't help it. Okay, if you don't get it, it's okay, I'm just rambling yo:P Anw, I thought that today was going to be a tiring day, I thought my 4hrs of sleep wouldn't last me through the day, but God made me do so. happy only(; I'm also glad that I'm seeing myself improve for Literature. Hello A grade, here I come!!! working towards the end + keeping end in mind = ME - I CAN!(: so long to everyone out there remember that someone out there loves you(: world peace cheers&love Friday, September 25, 2009
8:45 PM You're So Much More Than Wonderful *I could spend forever hoping you'd be here with me(: another week's passed, just like that GP test seems like a gonner, but but I tried my best(: really hello saturday & sunday! 1243(; One Two Three Four Tell me that you love me more Sleepless long nights That is what my youth was for Old teenage hopes are alive at your door Left you with nothing but they want some more Oh, you’re changing your heart Oh, You know who you are Sweetheart bitterheart now I can tell you apart Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes Too scared to own up to one little lie Oh, you’re changing your heart Oh, you know who you are One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten Money can’t buy you back the love that you had then One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten Money can’t buy you back the love that you had then Oh, you’re changing your heart Oh, you know who you are Oh, you’re changing your heart Oh, you know who you are Oh, who you are For the teenage boys They’re breaking your heart For the teenage boys They’re breaking your heart <3 cheers&love Monday, September 21, 2009
12:09 PM The Morning Sunshine *i love you baby & if it's quite all right, i need you baby to warm my lonely night saddd): (chelsea 3, tottenham 0) oh goodness. I hope Sebastian Bassong's gonna be all right with that wicked turn of his neck. ouchhh): Oh Lord, please grant Mr Redknapp wisdom for Saturday's match against Burnely, please? Anw, this morning I opened my mailbox and a close friend emailed me this story about unconditional love and the last line of the story just screamed at me: "Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance". i hope it urges you to think too, about what you're doing and how you're going through life. For me, life is indeed tough & more tough when you have 'A' Levels to sit for. It means no more FB, no more doing craft work, no more shopping, no more photography outings, no more meeting BFF, no more this no more that. But, as the story goes, there is always something unsuspecting that may pleasantly surprise you and although the situtaion may be go according to your plans, just make the best use of it and take something fun, something out of this unlikable situation that you would remember for a lifetime(: cheers&love Monday, August 31, 2009
2:11 PM The Words I Couldn't Say *no 2nd chance, no back up plan, & no one else to blame luvvv this song by Rascal Flatts hooked(: & happy(: 31/08/2009 HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY To all teachers out there, many thanks for your unfailing efforts in punishing us, reprimanding, prep talking, teaching, having fun in class, joking, being sarcastic, being encouraging and for all the wonderful treats that you've given us/me(: Once again, I appreciate awesomely your good intentions in grooming each of us students and helping us become better, more knowledgeable and of course wiser individuals(: oh yes, jolly glad to 'reunite' with A1 warriors today too. Glad to see all of them today, esp my homies(: 28/08/2009 ZOO TRIPPIN' Thanks to friends who made last minute decisions, i myself made a last minute decision to head down to the ZOO where I anticipated lotsa funnn & I obviously did(: check out the animal photos on my FB, I like(: And so you see, when things seem to fall apart and you feel down, no way are you ever gonna feel down cos you know you got yourself, you're able to come up with ingenious ideas to make yourself happy without being sad about anything! I'm jolly glad I went to the Zoo on my own & I sure will do it again(: definitely(: YES. By the way, omg, there were like throngs of ang mohs, okay maybe throngs is a lil hyperbolic, but yeah, there were so many of them. & one cute one looked me in the face and spoke to me. OMG(: *heart meltsssszzz* hahah, he's cute la, seriously. My mind's made up (I think), if anyone's going to be my boyfriend in the future, he shall be an ang moh(: And so the past week I've been wasting my time, watching soccer which I really really enjoy and now grandmama's at home & I'm so glad that she's here and I'm so sad that school's starting again on Wednesday and I sure hope I won't get bummed by my prelim results and I know and I will trust God for miracles and life's just gonna get sweeter with Him each and every day. I love you Lord(: to everyone out there, have an awesome week ahead peace out yo(: cheers & love Saturday, August 22, 2009
11:12 PM There's So Much We Say *it's time we're aware Call me crazy, but I trained down to the Airport by my lonely self at 1130 just to meet Joshua to study:/ I can't believe it took me 1.5 hrs just to get to the airport! ahh well, next time if I have my own house, I prolly shall be in Tampines or Bedok or somewhere near the Airport(: Anyhow, coincidentally, I made a new friend today while courageously attempting H2 Math for the first time and I was stumped): but nevermind, no biggie. Bused home on 81, amd crafted my time away(: happy only. But I don't want to regret later, so tomorrow, I'm going to devote my soul and my being to revision. Just 2 more papers, then I'm done(: poor science people, I understand their agony): anyhow, everyday's just going to get better and better and better. I know(: Sometimes life suddenly punches you in the eye, and so suddenly, you're just caught off guard with something unexpected. so much to say, few ears can I find. repression, may perhaps be better than voicing it out. love you Lord all my life (: Wednesday, August 12, 2009
11:01 PM Analysis of ME(: *when skies are gray, love turns it to sunshine ~ happy birthday joshie(: Here is the analysis: You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking. Here is the analysis: Kind and Gentle Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between. Here is the analysis: The Mass Communicator You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help. Here is the analysis: He is intelligent, concerned and warm. He's not looking for excitement. If you're looking for someone to watch over you, someone romantic, strong, peaceful, trust worthy, he has them all. Being the one for him can be tough, unless you use your head and your heart to take relationships seriously. happy only(: (: (: |