HI, after a WHOLE month of being an anti-blogger, I've finally resumed blogging today! WHEEEEEE(:

3rd-6th June 2008 marked the period of an intense, wild, crazy, fun etc. conference/ debate - SMUN 2008

It was really an eye opener for me. At least now I know how the UN kind of works and the procedures and everything. The SMUN committee was a rather great bunch of people. And the Secretary-General was well, prettaye... LOL. But anyway, that's not the focus. Besides having taken away a memorable experience during "court" sessions, it opened a wider angle for me to see life and how intricate issues interlink and work out. Entanglements do occur oh so often.

They are just like the mesh of sweat glands just beneath the skin layer. As complicated as it may seem, perhaps, could there be a way out or would it remained entangled in that manner forever? problems in life work the same way. I guess it sometimes wouldn't work fine all the time and that there may not be solutions to those 'entanglements'. But well, I wonder when such problems concern "matters if the heart", I wonder whether it would only be wise to sit down rationally and go through an entire thought process, think about the consequences of our actions and words... Oh my, why not just take some Vodka and Heinekein, or maybe Baaron's? Yet, again, our problems would only 'fly' away for that rash moment in time and all sorts of crazy crazy things just shoot out of our mouths like nobody's business, and all of us turn into "witches" and eccentric "wizards" or rather bitches and bastards, running, scampering around proclaiming things that they are not. Oh gosh, what a headache.

The 'Last Night; was one hell of a cacophony of noises with so many....ughh. forget it. Oh well. Anyway, I enjoyed my drink last night. I kinda sinned greatly yesterday. OMG. damn. Well, I guess that's just human nature for you. can't really do anything about it can I? As the saying goes: To ere is human, to forgive is divine. I think what Naomi Campell of SR spoke to me yesterday was kind of true. It won't solve any problems if I did that. I mean it's like what use would it be? You forget about your troubles that moment itself, but then again, when you awake, you realise that," Oh damn, sheesh, I've got so many things to tackle at one go!!?!?"

Well, but anyway, what's the use on harping so much on the fact that alcohol takes away our sanity and turns us into *******. Ahh well. I think my eyes are getting tired from staring at the computer screen for such a long time. I guess this will then my post for today(: