For all that's worth, I'm prepared.

Sometimes, I just don't get it. I don't understand the way the world works, how some people live, how others lead their lives. I don't quite understand the dynamics of people's minds, the way we each feel, how love works wonders and how miracles can happen. Not that I don't believe in miracles, I do actually! Just that why isn't it now. Why aren't there miracles in my life? Seemingly so. I guess, perhaps, I'm blind. Maybe my life's a perfect miracle, just that I'm unable to see it. I wonder why.

According to the reowned Forrest Gump, "Life is a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get". No doubt life is full of suprises, I'm just thankful it's sweet nevertheless. I once saw a drama serial ( originated from HKG btw) saying that life's like a pendulum, swinging between happiness and tears. I just wish I'm always on the side where happiness prevails, and even if I cry, it'll be tears of joy. (btw, that was what the girl said to the boy she liked :x)

In any case, all these years, I guess I have been living a bitter-sweet life. Now that God's living in me, life is going to get sweeter day by day. I'm just praying that I'll learn how to enjoy life as it is, no matter how tough it gets. Although I can see something lacking in my life, but within, I feel complete. That's the kind of feeling I wanna have everyday.

So now, I guess I'm just going to study really hard and smart,wait for the 'A's to be over, spend time with my family, think about the goodness in life and anticipate the blessings that God will be showering upon me & my family. Relationshippie kind of stuff...nah, not my cup of tea for now. It makes me feel emotional and I'll just start thinking about lots of unimportant issues that are time wasters! As of now, 8 wks to Prelims! I better work for it.

For all that's worth, I'm prepared.