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WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS. LIKE A MAD DOG BARKING AT ME. SO ANNOYING. IM WITHHOLDING THE USE OF VULGARITIES BECAUSE IT'S UNCOUTH AND NOT REALLY NICE BUT I JUST NEED TO VENT MY ANGER. SHE'LL BE SORRY WHEN IM DEAD AND GONE. SHE WILL BE. I WOULDN'T WANT AN "ELDER SISTER" LIKE HER WHO ATTEMPTS (AND FAILS) TO DICTATE MY LIFE. YOU KNOW, YOUR HOT HEADEDNESS WILL GET YOU NO WHERE. PLEASE LEARN TO COMMUNICATE PROPERLY WITH PEOPLE. I BET YOU, YOU DON'T SHOUT LIKE THAT TO YOUR FRIENDS. I KNOW I DON'T. WHY? BECAUSE MY FRIENDS UNDERSTAND ME. YOU DON'T. WHEN WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE CLOSEST PEOPLE ON EARTH, WE'RE IN FACT SO FAR APART. THAT'S WHY I NEVER TOLD YOU ANYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME SO FAR BECAUSE I KNEW YOU WOULD TELL ON ME AND YOU WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES. LIFE IS MORE THAN BEING RATIONAL. YOU'RE OVERDOING IT. PLEASE HAVE MORE EQ IN YOUR LIFE. YOU'LL BE SUCCESSFUL, I'M SURE BUT YOU WON'T BE HAPPY. I CAN ONLY PRAY THAT YOU'LL BE MORE UNDERSTANDING IN TALKING TO ME. THIS IS ME, JUST ACCEPT IT. HAVEN'T YOU LEARNT IN CHURCH THAT GOD MADE EACH AND EVERYONE OF US DIFFERENT? WHY MUST YOU TRY TO CHANGE ME TO BE ONE OF THOSE RATIONAL GEEKS? I LIKE BEING MY DRAMATIC SELF. THAT'S THE REAL ME. PLEASE BE MORE LIBERAL AND OPEN. WHAT KIND OF WORLD ARE WE LIVING IN! PLUS COME ON, YOU'RE SO YOUNG STILL, LET LOOSE A LITTLE. I CAN ONLY FEEL FOR YOU. CRYING REALLY HARD NOW...............