A Tragic Tale
* A tarnished reputation is what I have of you. Just STOP. I'm not gonna look back.
Sometimes in life we receive unexpected happenings to just pop up like weasels in our oh-so exciting life. Unexpected events/situation does not = good, amazing things, like perhaps receiving a bouquet of yellow roses from someone who you think is your honey dearest or even something as simple as a text message; a seemingly polite and well-mannered text but has a nasty connotation behind it. Everything's just a facade.
Anger is an emotion everyone should learn to control. There's no incentive for humans to get angry at someone. I mean it's like: "Wah, I'm darn fed up with what you're doing. Please. STOP your bullcrap." And do we even get money for wasting our saliva on that or perhaps thinking such 'murderous' thoughts? Well, evidently, NO. Afterall, when someone makes someone else raving mad and unhappy, do they even realise that they are the ones who dismiss sweet smiles from the faces on mankind? Again, I presume they don't. I bet they won't even give a damn about how the person feels. It's like such poor things are non-existent and they have no place, not even a tinnie winnie place in their hearts, or even their eyes.
Reputation, in my opinion, is something that is build up overtime. It's so freaking fragile that even the simplest events can tear your high-mighty name apart. Crushed, you think how you would feel? I can't deny that I won't feel upset if it happened to me. I don't know very much about what people think of you, but for me, I saw you as someone whom I could bullshit with, message EVERYDAY and you won't get mad with me. But you failed me and I'm sorry to say, I've changed a little of my opinion about you. Your reputation in my eyes, to put it across bluntly, is crushed and crumbled. Don't you see those fragments lying there?
The world is such a fascinating arena; a place where many Cold Wars have been fought, the setting up of millions and millions of organisations to help cease the existence of 'cold' relationships between countries. I just wonder, why ain't there an organisation where problems as such can be resolved and both parties as able to have a proper and sweet conversation with each other, just like the good old days. Gosh, this is so darn cliche. But well, nevertheless, using such a 'old boy' phrase adds the 'I'm replaying those good memories like a film over and over again' sort of element. LOL.
From my perspective, mankind shouldn't view the world with rose-tinted glasses. Instead, widen your eyes, take a 360 degree turn and scrutinize every bit of detail that you can find. Use a magnifying glass if need be. You can't be an owl and just sit there, and turn your head a full turn all the time, you need to stand up and saunter around. Who knows what your eyes can capture? Even an infinitesmal object may transform your point of view not just by an inch, but by a yard.
I'll not be affected very much by what you said, I just want to let you know how much you truly mean to me. You are clearly a blur sotong who doesn't know that there's someone kind and willing to do troublesome things for you. She won't complain whether it's troublesome for her or not, she just does it 'cause she wants to prove to you her worth. But it's sad to say that what she has done has come to naught and such miniscule and perhaps insignificant events will all just be a past happy memory and fade away along with time... ... ...