Monday, June 30, 2008
10:33 PM
A Rollercoaster Ride
* love love love
Thoughts. Random. Peace&Love. Rule.
Girl or Women. Relationships. Men/Jerks?
I've been thinking...
No point brooding over someone who doesn't cherish you. Why not pick someone your own size, the size of your heart? To fill you up and make sure no one can ever replace you. If every man were to devote themselves fully to one girl, would that make the world a better place? 'Cause there won't be lotsa cheating and re-marrying and divorce papers to be signed and all those complex relationships which makes your brain attend gymnastics classes becuase you wouldn't be able to forsee what your counterpart would do next or what else he/she can be capable of doing.
Matters of the heart aren't exactly what I would be thinking of now. I guess I really must have been, well, blinded by love. So friggin' cliche, but nonetheless, true. Now, studies take on a more crucial role in my life and I am thankfully surrounded by my fabulous company of PAE friends, schoolmates whom I know and especially CLASSMATES(: Wheee, I love those guys! They brighten up my life. YEAHHHH:D 1A01 <3
The web of life or love? I would go for LIFE. As said in the movie Forest Gump , "Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you'r egoing to get." Besides that fact, life itself encompasses the many elements of love: parental love, love that friends share, love between you and your sweetheart after marriage... and the list goes on. The web of love is too entangled, metephorically and literally. Stuck, hindered, oh no, sheesh, will I be stuck in this forever? I wonder. Well, the spider gets its source of food from the web it spins...
Anyway, I'm a happy-go-lucky, carefree, worry-free(r/s problems) single woman now. THE SINGLE WOMAN HAS COME INTO HER OWN! yeahhh. LOL. This sounds so GP-like. HAHA. Okay, so, anyway, as I was saying, I'm really glad to have freed myself from a bondage so friggin' UGHHHH. I hated it, and I felt so blind. But now, who cares mann, I'm HAPPY AND SATISFIED! What more can I say? I'm just a simple girl, living in a complex world.
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Saturday, June 07, 2008
8:56 AM
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Every Now And Then
* The French Connection
HI, after a WHOLE month of being an anti-blogger, I've finally resumed blogging today! WHEEEEEE(:
3rd-6th June 2008 marked the period of an intense, wild, crazy, fun etc. conference/ debate - SMUN 2008
It was really an eye opener for me. At least now I know how the UN kind of works and the procedures and everything. The SMUN committee was a rather great bunch of people. And the Secretary-General was well, prettaye... LOL. But anyway, that's not the focus. Besides having taken away a memorable experience during "court" sessions, it opened a wider angle for me to see life and how intricate issues interlink and work out. Entanglements do occur oh so often.
They are just like the mesh of sweat glands just beneath the skin layer. As complicated as it may seem, perhaps, could there be a way out or would it remained entangled in that manner forever? problems in life work the same way. I guess it sometimes wouldn't work fine all the time and that there may not be solutions to those 'entanglements'. But well, I wonder when such problems concern "matters if the heart", I wonder whether it would only be wise to sit down rationally and go through an entire thought process, think about the consequences of our actions and words... Oh my, why not just take some Vodka and Heinekein, or maybe Baaron's? Yet, again, our problems would only 'fly' away for that rash moment in time and all sorts of crazy crazy things just shoot out of our mouths like nobody's business, and all of us turn into "witches" and eccentric "wizards" or rather bitches and bastards, running, scampering around proclaiming things that they are not. Oh gosh, what a headache.
The 'Last Night; was one hell of a cacophony of noises with so many....ughh. forget it. Oh well. Anyway, I enjoyed my drink last night. I kinda sinned greatly yesterday. OMG. damn. Well, I guess that's just human nature for you. can't really do anything about it can I? As the saying goes: To ere is human, to forgive is divine. I think what Naomi Campell of SR spoke to me yesterday was kind of true. It won't solve any problems if I did that. I mean it's like what use would it be? You forget about your troubles that moment itself, but then again, when you awake, you realise that," Oh damn, sheesh, I've got so many things to tackle at one go!!?!?"
Well, but anyway, what's the use on harping so much on the fact that alcohol takes away our sanity and turns us into *******. Ahh well. I think my eyes are getting tired from staring at the computer screen for such a long time. I guess this will then my post for today(:
*Please don't mind the blurness of the photograph. LOL.
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Friday, June 06, 2008
6:53 PM
Here are just some very random poems which I came up with the previous night; the result of depression from mind boggling problems. Ughhh. As sick/ gross as it may seem/sound, do enjoy(:
POEM (1)
Fighting with passion, speaking with love,
Your discreet innocence sets me off like a dove.
Oh my darling, please come to me,
Hug me, hold me any time you please.
Trust me, it won't hurt to taste the potion of love,
But it will hurt if you return to Perth.
So try it my love, I'll be waiting
For you to come and give me some uplifting.
POEM(2)
Your sparks set off like fire,
Your voice, leads me to admire
You, your eyes, oh my goodness
Please baby, take me away
From this earth, from this place,
And I want to be right beside you
Always and always and always....
Loving you.
That's all folks, for today. Stay tuned if you want to read more of such, uh, WOWderful poems from muahhh(:
XOXO
Cheers(:
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