This is ME
*future memories equals to present moments, happy or sad, they'll become a part of us. I just wanna be who I was called to be. Get away from my sight, she obviously doesn't know who she's up against. Who will win the battle? Who can be sure?
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Once again, this is one of the times where just personal thoughts and feelings flood into my mind and I just felt the need to make use of my pretty pretty blog to do so. Penning it down is such a hassel. What's more, I'm so bloody tired. Just as well.
People are just very amusing and interesting creatures. I wonder why God made them. Anyway, aside that, I just feel that some time people can be very two-faced. What's the point of being a hypocrite and make yourself well-liked and popular in your surroundings? I mean, why don't just try being yourself, being who you really are. All this dolling up and wearing pretty dresses and skirts and clothes, all these constituite to what I perceieve as two-facedness. What's the use of wearing skimpy, lacy clothes that reveal your bra and everything that is supposedly "sacred" to others? Why, you want some lecher to pop out from behind you and rape you is it? I mean, I can't deny the harsh reality that girls and perhaps, increasingly more boys like to dress up and wear all those freaking thick eyeliner and make themseleves look so damn goth?! Like WTH please. Why not live with the bats in caves? Or even vampires? I'm sure they'll be your best friends, faithful ones moreover.
Aside that, friends, well, they are generally perceived to be "the greatest treasure of all time", aren't they? But well, ahah, that ain't the case. Some people believe they can create their own worlds, a place MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE to them, and only them. They forget about those poor "friends" so to speak, around them, they forget this, they forget that...yadayada. I needn't say more. It just heightens my blood pressure.
So what if one's fat and ugly? SO WHAT??? I mean, okay fine, aside from the disheartening fact that size 8s aren't permitted to enter one's closet, there are other ways to make yourself attractive. Not just wearing eyeliner, THICK eyeliner or even clothes that reveal too much, nono. Yes, it's said to be INNER beauty, but not the same perception of inner I think about. As in Macbeth, that's so "brainsickly" of things. LOL. Anyway, with clothes or without clothes, everything boils down to what's inside a person(character). Simply put, if you're empty within, you ought to do something about it. Take a kettle for example. We put water in it and let it boil. Think of the immense heat it has to undergo to remove the bacteria and what not present in the water. After that, we get clean water to drink to satisfy our thirst. Similary, humans have to undergo trials and hurdles in life before the 'impurities' are removed and we are respected and entrusted to certain responsibilities. Well, I'm not saying that only I need not experience this, I'm implying that EVERYONE has to go through it, or else, nothing will come out of nothing.
