thecolouredstage

Thursday, November 27, 2008
9:22 PM

there's no need for man to be proud.
there's no need for man to be loud.

if you wanna be heard, just get out.

lose yourself & hang yourself.

I'll be glad cos' you made me sad.

so what's with all your pretty dresses and makeup?
I wanna throw them all without a doubt.

I just wanna tell you to go and die.
But I'm not so uncouth, you see
I'm tellin' you why.

I may not be the coolest person you've ever met
I'll just be a dork, a nerd, someone I know you'll forget.

It doesn't matter how I feel
Cos' I just want myself to be real.
You and your facades all around,
I won't be deceived by your innocent smile.

Just let go of my misery
I'll be happy cos' I'm free.
I trust that I'll be happy
When you're gone,
I won't weep.

Silenced death is the only way
To make me forget
You spoiled my entire day

I'm thankful for what God had given me
And I'm not ungrateful nor unfaithful.
You portray yourself to be a social chic
But in fact, you're such a b*tch

Anyhow, I won't care less
About you and your rest

There's nothing much I can say
Cos' you are you
And your faces will say.

<3<3 <3

Sunsets & Sunrises

*you're my beautiful rescue. will you always be my fantasy? Never comin' true, just a picture of my ideal you.

I gazed out of my window. I saw a beautiful sunset.

I am reminded of so many wonderful things in life --- love, friendship, trust, smiles, peace, joy...

I don't know why, but it's just amazing how my life has encountered treasures that I can't find. They find me instead. I really enjoy having all these treasures, but I realise that some of them have short life spans while some others have longer ones. There's nothing more I want now than to re-experience the kind of love I had, the friends I had and could have made, the joy and smiles that we have shared throughout. I want a regeneration of these feelings.

No one could have thought how foolish I was to have fallen into a pithole. It wasn't too deep, but I know I had hurt myself. Maybe, I shouldn't have started all these. Maybe, I should have been braver enough. I wish I had the courage, the courage to take risks without being afraid of embaressment.

Nothing I say now would be of any use cos' I know you won't be coming back. <3

cheers&love

<3<3 <3

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
8:53 PM

Tonight's Dream, Tomorrow's Memory

*Everyone had a whale of their time. I should have. It's ironical. It's hard to explain. It's complicated. :/

the weight of things that remained unspoken. from now, till forvermore.

lost.hope.life.not my saver.you.me.i want my candy.chill.the winebar.go.

PROM NIGHT 2008

the funny thing was, I didn't feel the least happy, except in the company of my NFFs(new found friends), and some of them being my new classmates! Cam-whoring was a yesyes in the Lily Room and the excitement in our hearts was unbearable. Not knowing what to expect, we waited for abated breath(or at least me) for the first of the arrivals to come to The Ledgends.

I must say, pictures speak a thousand, maybe million, or trillion, perhaps billion, er, well, a gazillion words. So, enjoy!

(Pictures: taken by Magenta:D, Photoediting by Clara on http://www.picnik.com/)

And so you see, we girls had a great time. Some other helpers like Nadia, Sheevone etc. came, but sadly, I don't have their photos with me): Anyhow, I'm sure we all had a great time tho it was hard work!>.<

What's life without merriment and joy? And missing peace and loving kindness?

cheers&love

<3<3 <3

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
8:11 PM

You Light The Sky Up Above Me

*the stars so bright, you blind me.

School has been such a dread =.+ Nevertheless, it would do good to us anw.

Anyhow, aside my ramblings and complaints about school that I have,....

I CAN'T BELIEVE I"LL BE GOING TO JAPAN IN 11 DAYS TIME!!!(:

hahah, kind of feel hyped up when I think about it. oh well.

S.P & I unexpectedly met at the Cafe's staircase. Thanks to God, we spent some time together trying clothes, WINTER clothes to be exact, at our love: Marks & Spencer! LOL. Gee, we enjoyed cam-whoring and sweater wearing! hahaha!(:

Anw., I felt quite good today. I hope the next few days will stay the same.

D's comin' back on Friday, luncheon with my dearest cousins on Sunday! wheeeee!(: can't wait o.o

to you: my hope's fadin' away. why should you make my day? give me a reason to say," I want you, I need you". I see you turn my way, but should this be the way? I ask myself why God showed me to you this day. I've got so much to say, but I think I should just let my thoughts of you fade away... ... ...

cheers&love

<3<3 <3

Friday, November 14, 2008
8:36 PM

Did You Have A Bad Day?
*the magic of failed friendships that you won't know. Cos' you're too myopic. I feel terribly sorry for your plight. Terribly sorry.

Here are some poems which I composed. I hope you'll enjoy them. Thoroughly.

' I'd Thought'

I'd thought the day would run as smooth
As smooth as a dancer moving to the groove
But in a blink of an eye,
A turn of my cheek,
A flick of my hair,
I found myself weeping in a chair!
This long lost friendship
Brought to an end
How could I have been so blind then?
Surrounded my so many men,
I realized that friends won't stay with you till the end.

' I'm Glad God Showed Me The Way'

I'm glad God showed me the way
The way to have fun and enjoy my day!
I know He'll carry me through my life,
Gently guiding me on a straight line.
I know He has great plans for me
And I know I'll be jumping with glee.
And like a buzzing bee I fly,
God will remember me till the end of time.

' The Magic of Failed Friendship'

Finding true friends is a tough pastime
Is it that hard to date you for a pantomime?
Time is crucial for a blossoming friendship
But if it's not two-way, then let's just forget it.
Since you're so unwilling and aloof,
Why don't you just disappear, SPOOF!
I think I'll be happier that way,
But don't forget, guilt may come into play.
I'm sorry 'friend', you haven't made my day.
And please, dear, don't get in my way.

All rightie, that's all folks for today(:

p.s. all the best to those re-taking the exams & those taking the ongoing 'A' levels. Press on!

cheers&love

<3<3 <3

Thursday, November 06, 2008
8:18 PM

Gym Class Heroes
*I don't know who stole my cookie, but I know who stole my heart.

Anw., the week has gone on great. Not as great as I had expected but, great nevertheless.

I don't know why but I couldn't sleep yesterday night.
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna miss a thing

"Cos even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do"
~Aerosmith

Friday's (unexpected/unplanned) meeting with Drussie was good. I like the Subway lady, but I don't see why I can't get the freaking job for just eleven freaking days! *deep breath* Anw, I've currently tried my luck at the telemarketing company but the person didn't even honour his word! omg +.+ Anyhow, I'm still gonna try my best at getting a job. I need $$$ to satisfy my shopperholic desires. ughhh. such a materialist. CHANGE, I NEED CHANGE! +.+

Met Nickkie on the bus today! unexpextedly!(: Anw., we were like talking so much about our school and it's only now that I realize that there was a teacher on the same bus as us! omgggg. Anw, a good talk we had tho (at least I think that way). LOL.

YAY! Can't wait for Saturday. Not becos there's Economics ALIVE, but I can FINALLY go shopping with Drussie! wheeeeeeeee:D Oh mann, I tell you I have been awaiting for that day for so longggggggg! Anw, bahhh, Econs. ALIVE, doesn't really keep me alive; deprives me of my sleep only. LOL =.=

Anw., I can't believe I missed the match between Tottenham and Arsenal! YAY Pa, finally, my Tot. tied with your Arsenal! hahahahh! Gleefully, I'm so happpppy! LOL. Anw., enough of my soccer vibes. bahhh:/ see you!

cheers&love

<3<3 <3

Saturday, November 01, 2008
9:46 AM

A Winter Solace
*I don't wanna miss a thing

Officially, PW really sucks the life out of ALL of us! I mean we have to put in like so many hours of tiring effort to get our OP right. hurrr. Why can't all of us be equipped with innate confidence and clarity of speech? Why can't all of be equipped with wisdom to answer those freaking questions? darn:/

Anw., our PW role play is so funny and lame. bahh.

Anw., aside all these unhappy mournings, I can't wait to see my 'A' grade running toward me. LOL:P I mean, after all the effort put in, we have to be rewarded accordingly aye? We reap what we sow, I guess. But sometimes, it just doesn't seem really that fair.

I had a weird, but sweeet dream last night. gurrr:/ :/ :/

cheers&love

<3<3 <3