Tuesday, May 26, 2009
1:53 PM
And Everytime I See You In My Dreams*you're haunting me, i guess i need you baby
MYEs ARE OVER & DONE WITH! RA preped talked us again @ the gallery. C'mon A1, we can do it yo!(:
I just find it amusing how people fall in love so easily. Is love really easy to fall into? Is it really so simple to find yourself mesmerized with someone? Is it really that easy to be attracted to someone who you think is 'perfect'? Now with facebook and all that, are relationships becoming more superficial in terms of just looks & the looks of the quizzes that you take? Wouldn't it be great if some superstar came across your facebook page & judge you by the quizzes you take and one day email you and say " ...i've fallen in love with you." Do pictures paint a thousand words or can pictures be deciving?
I know not what to think. I half believe in love at first sight, yet my other half believes in a relationship that needs time to grow and nurture. I have always thought that someone would fall in love with me because of who I am, you know like through a friendship or something. (aiyo, like so BHB say all this) but anw, yeah, I don't want people to keep saying "i like you" when they don't even know the real me. I'm torn. I think I need help.
Anw,listen to Laura Jansen's 'Single Girls'. It's quite a cool song. I think staying single is the solution to those heartache boyfriend relationshipy kind of issues. oh well, tooddles!
cheers&love
<3<3 <3
Sunday, May 24, 2009
1:52 PM
It's Not That I Don't Want To*if you only knew how easy
currently tuned in to Westlife's 'More Than Words':D
2 DAYS, just, 2 MORE DAYS! (to tentative freedom)
I've been lazing around, listened to sunflower's advice to not mug so hard, did a bit of cheap shopping at TP, bought a skirt that was too big for me. lol. currently, sorting out Lear/Ariel/FOC. hurrr, nevermind, do it & keep the end in mind, it's accumulative yo.
Much Ado About Nothing in a week's time, Dad's coming back next Wed, M's Chinese Os on 1st june, ACJC choir concerto on 1st, CY's birthday on 4th, History post mort on 9th, Al's birthday on 11th, Econs post mort on 12th, date with D on 16th, & lots of slots filled with more tuition time. & so, again, keep the end in mind!
Anw, it's sunday today, paper 5 tmrw @ 1pm!(: yay, time to sleep in for a while(:
until exams are officially over,
cheers!
cheers&love
<3<3 <3
Monday, May 11, 2009
8:15 AM
I Feel Your Whisper Across the Sea*goodbye to everything that you've done
i just realised how long i have not touched the computer for. omg, i wonder how i even did that.
Anw, yesterday was Mom's Day! I was so glad to meet 'The Gang'. LOL:D and anw, we stayed in the restaurant till 10pm! & we were like there at 630!?! see the kind of talking we (& our parents engage in) hahah.
thank goodness for public holidays. gives me more rest time(:
oh well, but i still got math class later. *sigh-ed*
until next post, 3 cheers to us & the world!
cheers&love
<3<3 <3
Monday, May 04, 2009
10:03 PM
Let's Just Assume: It's Just Me & You*tell me if you like it
good timing, Rob Thomas's 'Lonely No More' currently playing on my WMP. hahah!
& so coincidently my 3 beloved homies decided that school was a bane to their existence. I survived school w/o them! omg, I miss them. It feels kind of funny not having them around really): anw, I hope the 3 of them will come tmr(:
Anw, school was not that bad today. Suprisingly, I kind of not sleepy now. I feel like I'm gonna love studying all my heart until MYEs are over. Then the whole cycle repeats again for the 'A's. I guess about 2.5 weeks would be a good time to get me panicky and worried about my studies. As ususal, I'm once again entrapped in the vicious cycle of PROCRASTINATION & well, living in self denial I guess.
Anw, I gotta get some work done tonight. I'm not gonna waste my hour and a half left! So I bid farewell to this lonesome Monday & welcoming the beaming Tuesday that lies ahead of me!
cheers to the world & to me!(:
cheers&love
<3<3 <3
Sunday, May 03, 2009
2:12 PM
Where'd You Go*I just wanna be normal for a bit
Today, felt like any other day, except for news which made me bled deep within.
I feel like my study of Plath has been having a huge influence on my thoughts. everytime I breakdown, I tell myself that I'm strong. Sub-conciously, I feel like I'm on the rise, overpowering others and wanting to make my own statement, just that I do it subtly, and I don't intend to end my life. Maybe, contemplating about just dissolving into thin air, gone with the wind? Never having to feel anything, especially things that are hurtful and makes me cry. I don't wanna cry all the time but things just get to me.
In any case, I bid farewell to this not so cheery Sunday afternoon. back to studying):
cheers& love
<3<3 <3
Friday, May 01, 2009
1:20 PM
HAPPY LABOUR DAY!(:*oh baby, won't you stay with me
thank God for Labour Day! got to sleep in(finally)!
Anw, class celebrated Jac's birthday yesterday! haha, golly, ann na, alphonso and some others got her 2 cute hamsters! pictures are all on Mag's blog. Go check it out manzzz(: Hung out at the tau huay stall for a bit before we departed: I miserably went for tution while the rest hung out at some cafe that looked really cosy. gosh, i wish i was there. the ambience seemed pretty cool. must check it out one fine day(:
On hindsight, MYEs are like in less than 2 weeks!?! goodness. I'm really really really looking very forward to the June hols then I can do some shit stuff I wanna do! but there's still approx 33 more days till tentative freedom):
Anw, M's coming back soon. I got do work! ): ): ): oh well, gotta be disciplined now. farewell!(:
'Give me back my point of view cos' I just can't think for you'~ JET
I confessed. Finally. Something off my chest no? It didn't really affect me much & I think I know why already. We're friends, good friends, if I may say. Things shouldn't go that way for us I know and I do believe that. I'm happy, free, joyful & 'sunflowering' everyday! what more can I ask for now in life?! I just wanna be happy & be a gleeful me(:
cheers&love
<3<3 <3
