I'm finding myself wallowing in a pit that I dug, maybe for myself. I don't know. I try to find and find, paste my eyeball on the computer screen in search of something potentially beautiful, but I just can't seem to find it. Even if I chanced upon something similar, it's not the same at all, not at all. I guess some things aren't meant for humans to understand, like you know feelings, thought. Sometimes they need no explanation cos you can't simply provide it! It's complicated yet so simple at the same time. In any case, I still leave it to the good old 'if it's meant to be, it's meant to be'. You can't force it to come to you. Sometimes you just got to believe that if you try and you don't get it, just walk away from it cos you don't deserve such an outcome.

to better, lovlier days ahead