Work...is beginning to become fun actually. Now I speak up more, I 'suan' people more, I laugh along with others more...really, those people at office = fun crowd to be with. I'm speaking the truth, this equation is for real. I'm really glad to have met people whom I grew closer to, people who I feel are able to be mates for a long time(: hopefully even after I leave we'll still continue to meet up and hang out together!

Anw, office politics is inevitable. I felt it best not to really say anything despite knowing certain things, lest I get myself into hot soup! In the real world, things like these happen and yeah, I guess we just have to live with it. it's kind of funny but yeah, they still do happen. Mutual feelings, bad impressions, the stupidity of actions, words and whatever not...makes me wanna laughhhh when I think about it:p

Anw, to lighten up the mood, i suggest you watch this(:

it's so hilarious!!!

so here's to many better days ahead in life(:

sometimes, i guess i just need to learn to walk away. what my eyes see, makes me feel pain within. unexplainable. i thought my mind would learn to drift away from reality, but no, it's not working. maybe Fate is toying with my feelings. maybe it's just not meant to be. maybe it's my destiny. maybe i'm tested by God to learn to be braver and stronger rather than being dependent. maybe it's supposed to be just the way it is.

sometimes, i'm envious of those who are given opportunities. it makes me wonder why ain't i given a chance. some do not even cherish such chances, and they go wasted. why. i wonder. it takes 2 hands to clap, and there must be give and take. so what if i know the theory but i'm not given a challenge to face. why.

sometimes, things like these are hard to fathom. i wonder why. can't things be made simpler in life. i guess not. at this stage in my life, i feel like i've lost in this game. maybe i'll lead a solitary life all throughout the days that i am able to breathe. maybe i'll pass on, alone. maybe this is part of my life, maybe i should just accept it. accept it.

i wonder if better days lie ahead of me. I can only wonder. Everything you see now, is just a facade.

*the midnight train

I've decided. I've decided to wait 2 more weeks for my pay and head down to tanglin on Saturday to shop! LOVE THE FLEA SALES(: so much cheaper than what i can find online lah omg. but anw, I must control my spending power - it's getting stronger - and that's really bad. Anw, this month's pay has strings attached so gotta keep a watchful eye on what I buy):

Anw, if you're wondering what I'm doing here, fyi, my work starts at 3pm today. I feel so siannnnxxxzzz, i don't know why. Maybe after starting work, i don't have so much as what you call a 'life'. Somewhat like school, but WORSE i tell you. okay, i meet my fun colleagues there but sometimes, it's just siannnxxxzzz. oh bother.

Glad to be back in the pillars of SR today(: At least I met RA and a few of my friends whom I dearly missed. Though sales wasn't as good, we had fun pretending to be soldiers combing 'sectors' for our 'enemies' and 'targets'. FUNNY & FUN(: Funny thing is, when i walked into the study, I remembered the stupid things we used to do there, like paste post-its against the wall thingy in front of us, how some of us competed eating wasabi coated peas from the cafe, how we watched runners running past the glass window and some of us peered out to wave at people we knew. how memorable. And when I was at the canteen, I saw the familiar images describing our core habits and then I saw al's face - and I realised how long ago (ever since prom night) I haven't seen/heard from her. After lunch, I went back to the cafe to get iced lemon tea; they were the same people there, ever so polite and ready to serve people. Nostalgic.

And so the day ends. I got to quickly start my application for my desired job - at the zoo!(: resumes, letters etc....better get started already!!

So until next time folks, best wishes(:

hi friends, I'm back again after so longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg(:

Anw, now that I'm finally back from travelling the world, there are so many things at hand that I wanna do!! but so little time, really. 6 months = not enough + $$$$ NEVER enough. So, I enrolled myself into the workforce and I'm glad to be earning my own $$$ through my own work(: but it somehow sucks big time. I always find myself wishing my friends from SR were there with me - goshhh, miss 'em much much. In no time, the boys will be enlisted into the army to protect our country! fast, darn fast.

I'm glad to be back on blogger, typing my thoughts out and today's takeaway concern's our pride. Doesn't mean that one who comes from a prestigeous school has the right to say that other people are mentally slow. So what if they are intellectually capable? EQ is also as important. Not to hit a rough patch w those smart people out there, I just wish that some people were more educated in being emotionally sensitive. What's the point of having IQ w/o any EQ?!

So here's to a better day to me & those who're feeling upset today!