hohoho,went back to workplace today!(: enjoyed my visit quite a bit cos'

1) got to see my secure. g friend! missed her yo(: toured around the zoo w her for a while.

2)lotsa cute ang mohs today(: stood near one while watching the show. awww<3

3) weather was a-perfect!

anw,i'm a little disappointed cos i missed the elephant bath and ride): oh well, can always go back next time. got to feed the rhinos today! it was funny how they fight over food, omg. but in the end, the most dominant will get the best feast. kind of unfair actually, in some sense, in their animal world. stepped into the fragile forest, but didn't get to see any butterflies): but the presence of the lemurs and their babies (omg, damn cute!) made up for it! (:

& so all's well that ends well. can't help but insert a little literature into this post. gosh, i miss lit): anw, so long and have a sweet sleep(:

& yet again, i've been up to my neck w work and housework and found excuses for myself not to create more new posts. but tonight i forced myself to sit in front of lappy teddy and just update a bit(:

showered heavily today, omg. we had this umbrella service thing to shelter stranded people to shelter (i.e the safety of the entrance). lol. got wet and my socks were like soggy, damn gross for crying out loud!

some hilarious things occurred today too. well, there was this guest that said hi to me and all after i greeted him. then he came closer to me, stared at my nametag for approx 2 mins and then pronounced my name. next thing i knew, after my colleague let him in, he suddenly shouted "CLARA!" i was startled then i went "wth just happened" that sort of thing? funnily weird, i must say. oh yeah, and there was this lady who i mistakenly thought she wanted to see promfret. in actual fact she was asking me where the parrots were. hahahahah,omg, funny!

I'll be back @ my workplace again tmr! I'm praying it won't rain though! Gonna catch the elephant bath, splash safari show and elephant ride! excited much!(:

so to a peaceful night w adequate rest

hi hi, me's been busy the past few days with more work and little off days until tmr! but i'm not as free as you think i am cos of all the Uni App stuff that has to be settled asap!): all the paperwork decreases my efficiency of doing MY own personal things that i wanna do. oh well, for the sake of my future, I SHALL PRESS ON. anw, it'll all be covered by the weekend (i hope).

well, today was so much more bearable w sheena and alex as company. glad miracle worker's singing brought about rain! and entrance today was weirdly enjoyable. kept laughing alot, giggling, getting scolded by cruz, asking dumb questions etc. funnily stupid, but fun(:

Anw, just a few updates about what has been going on in this bizarre world of mine...

A day worth celebrating considering the fact that that day's mee siam wasn't so bad as i expected it to be. twiladolly, din and i rushed to the queue as soon as we finished lunch. i had strawberry cheesecake ice cream! happy only(: to me, it's kick-ass good. sad thing is some colleagues couldn't get one cos the schoolkids on a visit flooded the queue and the freebie ended @1700h. oh well, i'm looking forward to next year's one already! can't wait! it'll be even better if i could visit Vermont, USA where B&J originated(: fine, i'll just keep on wishing...

Guess what. I met BFL unexpectedly on monday and we went shopping tgt for her trip. ended up i bought clothes too from Topshop and F21. pretty clothes but omg i spent hell lot please when my acc/'s been partially used for my iTouch. i seriously need some form of discipline and control.

Deadline's 1st April and I've got them partially done only! tmr, I shall mail the stuff out la, i cannot procrastinate anymore. but seriously, i hate doing apps online cos it's so ughhh. and there's a time limit to complete the app! wth. although it's more convenient, but they should just remove the time limit thing. it just pressurizes us to think quickly and hence, more mistakes might be made. oh bother.

So i guess this might be all for now at least. I'm bloody tired mannnzzxxx. didn't see any cute/handsome/buff ang mohs today): hoping for another better day @ entrance when i return to work! HAHAHAHA(:

to a better tomorrow

Met my SR homies & we attended NUS Open House 2010 today!(: i'm jolly glad i went & clarified all i wanted to clarify. *heaves a sigh of relief*. Anw, NUS is where i want, and hopefully where God wants me to be:D *crosses fingers & prays hard* >.<>

today was the first day of work experience w rain! i love the after-weather like feel of it(: it was breezy, cooling and best of all, NON HUMID, if such a term ever existed. anw, despite being tired and stupidly agreed to do closing, it was fun.

tmr, i'll be back, w shams of course. just hang out tgt and enjoy mother nature tgt(: awesomeeee. going to look for my secure g. friend! haha, said she would take me to see the funny thing that happened one night, omg, seriously damn funny. can't waitttt:D

thank goodness for off day today,or else i would hv died x___x srsly.

meeting twinn for high tea later! happy happy v v(: it has been ages since i last had high tea.

o.m.g

i'm thankful for bestfriend who accompanied me to the night safari earlier on. thanks loveee(: anw, we found this romantic-cum-scenic view near the giraffe/zebra exhibit. it's way way cool! check it out mannnzzz. we were like, 'O.M.G'. awesome much.

anw, today was another hectic-cum-dirty day of work for me - being trapped in sbe): when i was supposed to be at entrance. sian. anw, it went okay w the help to fantastic colleagues:D and yeah, i guess i'm getting the hang of doing it on my own now(: gladdd

Thank God for all that He has done in our lives. Indeed, miracles do happen, and they happen in special, unforgettable ways. God usually sends signals in His own manner to hint to us certain things, certain plans He has in mind for each of us. Today, I am assured of this(:

BBB/AB = God's love&mercy&grace(:

so it's back to work again tmr. somehow, I don't feel like going back.

OMG, i am embarressed. i'm embarressed of myself. i'm embarressed about the things i think of. i'm just embarressed. what if i got to ntu? i'm gonna be embarressed. like totally. omg, why can't i think straight from the beginning?! why must it be ntu?!? omg, omg, omg. but then again, maybe if i got into ntu, i would be in a different faculty. aha, that's it! but i'll consider european studies @ nus too.

omg, this seems too much for me to bear. i just hope we both don't remember each other for good.

Counting down; 2 more days till judgement comes.

Praying hard, crossing my fingers till they turn blue. gross.

but i gotta do it. no exceptions.

Tired out from work, tmr on SB. please, don't call me back! i wanna sleeeepp!! perks of going back:

Closing was one of the lamest times we've had. We were in full chorus, greeting the people, bidding 'em farewell:

then SH came, then VIC. We rehearsed.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! OMG, we all burst out laughing. DAMN FUNNNY PLEASE!

so you see, the kind of 'sane' people I meet @ my workplace, o.m.g(: don't be suprised if i turned a bit screwy up there:p

All of a sudden, she's finding myself in a messed up world. Should she be brave and move on and take chances? Or should she be less brave and be mommy's girl yet again? She's confused. One side of her yearns, the other fears.

Someone once said, "Love is an exploding cigar that we willingly smoke." How apt. No matter how dangerous love may be, people still never fail to develop an addiction. She's finding herself too deep in troubled waters. There's so much they can talk about, but it's the confrontation part that scares her the most. If you were find her, and coincidence has it that you both meet, what is she to do. You say you love her, but do you really? You've hardly known each other, and you said those sacred words to her, I just don't understand. I'm sure some people out there too might face such things too yeah. freaks the daylights out of you sometimes.

But I guess maybe, sometimes, it's probably wrong to walk away, despite knowing that there's so much more to say. perhaps, something beautiful may develop, like those beautiful pink blossoms, or those water lilies in ponds. sometimes, such things can't be predicted. you just have to try.

to many awesome days ahead

O.M.G CNA officially announced on it's moving tagline that the 'GCE 'A' Level results will be out on Friday' & that happened when I was having dinner. It was supposed to be an enjoyable dinner in front of the tv, but no, the tv scared the daylights out of me. REALITY HIT ME HARD.

I wonder if on Friday I'll hyperventilate and pass on within the walls of SRJC, where I met awesome friends and teachers who never failed to support me w their encouragement. Actually I wouldn't regret it if I passed away then. I'll be jolly glad to, cos I know I'll be w God and w Him, everyday's gonna be enjoyable! But then again, i guess God wouldn't want me to leave Earth too early. I haven't really figured out what he created me to do for Him, but I somehow always have this 'others 1st, you 2nd' kind of mentality. maybe, that's really it, but then again, who knows there may be more to it than it meets the eye(:

so, friends, after tonight, we'll just be left w 3 days till judgement comes. let's cross our fingers tight and hope for the best(: