Before The Worst*reality hits, i wonder if i'll be hurt badly.
O.M.G CNA officially announced on it's moving tagline that the 'GCE 'A' Level results will be out on Friday' & that happened when I was having dinner. It was supposed to be an enjoyable dinner in front of the tv, but no, the tv scared the daylights out of me. REALITY HIT ME HARD.
I wonder if on Friday I'll hyperventilate and pass on within the walls of SRJC, where I met awesome friends and teachers who never failed to support me w their encouragement. Actually I wouldn't regret it if I passed away then. I'll be jolly glad to, cos I know I'll be w God and w Him, everyday's gonna be enjoyable! But then again, i guess God wouldn't want me to leave Earth too early. I haven't really figured out what he created me to do for Him, but I somehow always have this 'others 1st, you 2nd' kind of mentality. maybe, that's really it, but then again, who knows there may be more to it than it meets the eye(:
so, friends, after tonight, we'll just be left w 3 days till judgement comes. let's cross our fingers tight and hope for the best(:
'kelly: 'Zen. You are the world.''
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
cheers&love
