Not knowing the dangers that were imminent, I decided to be brave for once, to take risks and chances, to give myself an opportunity to learn and to grow. I pray I won't emerge mentally bruised,but who knows. I just sad that the two worlds are so far apart that the intimacy of it is lost and only to be found till we meet. Something in my heart tells me not to believe what you've told me, but the other half says, " go on, believe." Like i mentioned earlier, I pray dearly that I won't be mentally, emotionally, physically bruised at the end of the day.

Life is indeed like a box of chocolate,you never know what you're gonna get. If i may add, you never know what you're gonna get until you take that leap of faith to stretch out your fingers and try a piece of chocolate. It may not be something you like, for example, marzipan, but there's still this tinge of sweetness in it no matter what. perhaps, marzipan is an acquired taste that takes time to develop and gradually one may fall in love with it.

Give it some time,there's no need to rush. for now the savor those few sweet moments and relish in the joy of their memories!(:

Sometimes, facebook may be the most awesome thing on earth! Like it allows you access your friends'pages, see how their doing, the new friends that they make, yadayadayada. But on the flipside, sometimes, you find them doing so well that you also wish you had fun times like they do. you sometimes wish that you had more photos uploaded and tagged under your name. it's like you're jealous, but you deceive yourself, that you're so much better off and hell, you're not jealous AT ALL. but what's the whole point of lying to yourself when inside you it hurts so damn much? shouldn't we make ourselves happy? shouldn't we enjoy our lives as it is? why stuff your mind w crap that's unhealthy? anw, i think, maybe life's just really unfair to everyone of us. some of us have it better, like we have food on our table, cupboards, fridge everyday, we get to go on vacations, we are financially equipped to satisfy our wants. On the other side of the beam, there are those who starve for days w/o water or food, those who do not have shelter over their heads! why is it so unfair? why is it that some people lead better lives than others? why are some people given more opportunities to do what they want? why are some authorized so much more freedom than others? why are some loved and others are not?

bye bye April Fool's, hello Good Friday! (:

Yesterday's work @ zoo was indeed memorable! All becos it was April Fool's, they tried to trick me by "issuing" a violation letter! zomg, frightened the daylights out of me please! I was directed to corp office to me daya and it seemed so damned serious that i started crying! LOL. I mean, I was preparing myself while walking to corp office; told myself I wouldn't cry (but I knew I would). Embarrassingly, I scared daya w my crying. wahahaha:D At the end of the day, I got myself a service badge(: --> what happen was that some guests were feeding the tamarines w their long bananas! they stuck their hand high up so that the tamarines could grab it & went over to stop them cos ev'ryone else was kind of busy. stupid sheen "lied" to me about the damned violation letter! made me so worried until I got somewhat scolded by kak kak for stapling the the papers wrongly! but nevertheless, they had fun tricking me; you could say it was a blessing in disguise(:

As tired as I was, I trained down to meet my GB homies(: the last time we met was like 24 Jan 2009!?! zomg. thank goodness for yesterday! laughed a great deal over lame and stupid things we did, went crazy together and just enjoyed each other's company! on the train, our way home, we founded THE NONSENSE CLUB! hahaha,me and tina(:

the positions are as follows:

President - CF

Secretary - zyi

Logistics - HL

Members - me & tina

we did away w the vice pres and treasurer cos we'll go dutch whenever we go out tgt unless we have some other plans. anw, yeah, so this NONSENSE CLUB was founded 01 April 2010. it's not a joke k. wahahaha(:

oh yeah, one last but important thing: HAPPY BIRTHDAY RA!(: miss your gp classes!(:

& so that was the enjoyable April Fool's I had w my colleagues and friends(: will be meeting cuzzzs later to visit yeye then going for a sumptuous dinner @ sakura's to celebrate the love of God that brought all of us together in this world.

to an awesome day ahead