you know, having worked at the place that I am working for 4 months now, I don't know if I've become immune to certain things, or like it has become something mandatory that I wish for. I find myself asking my colleagues whether they want to have children, whether they want to get married and whether they would marry or fall in love with someone of different race. There are many married couples of the same race, like Caucasians-Caucasians, Chinese-Chinese, Malay-Malay etc. But then there are those unions between Caucasians-Chinese, Caucasians-Filipinos, Chinese-Indian etc. And it is these interesting unions that make me wonder if such a fusion of cultures and race is what God wants for me, coz it is something that I'm believing in Him for. Well, i do not know if it is too early to think about marriage and children now. I mean,come on la, I'm only 19. The usual and stereotypical age for people to get married and engaged would be say 25-27? So I guess I still have 6 - 8 years left of my life to follow the stereotypical path of falling in love, date, get married & have children. I don't know why I am thinking so much, perhaps it is the inner side of me that longs for someone who I can trust and provide me security with. But I guess God has His own plans for me. He probably wants me to be patient and wait. So meanwhile, I should probably make the best out of the remaining time I have to myself and brush up on my Night Safari script right away. Another avenue to get my mind off the complexity of such issues...

so to everyone out there, have an awesome day ahead!(: