currently listening to Deepside's "What I Need".

everybody can chop beef, but not everybody can pea(pee) soup. lameness totally mannnxxzz -.-

I was just reading kel's bloggg & she said "Before I go off to study, I ask: Will You Celebrate Life too? (:"

I was just wondering about the ups & downs I've come across, the paths that I've crossed, the, well, mini fronteriers that I've faced. I thank the Lord for His continuous graciousness upon my life & for never leaving me, never leaving my heart when I needed Him the most. I thank my friends, my loves in JC (esp. kel, paula, al, nic & sham) for always being there to listen to my nonsence, to help me out of stupid situations I get myself into, the drama that I've experienced. omgggzzzzxxx, can't thank them enough & I believe that I still have months & probably years ahead to share with them. Yet again, there were times where things, relationships, friendships just seemed so bloody messed up & though it was difficult to let go & move on, it was a great learning experience, a story that became part of me & I narrate it in my mind becos of the strength I derive from it. Anyaway, so much for being thankful for sad moments in life, anw., I'm just grateful for my lucky stars for the luck & joy they've shown into my life despite the busyness of it all, the little joys derived from the small things that I like to do. And even today, I'm really glad that I got a chance to actually sit down witness the glory that SR soccer team brought to the college & the limelight they received either individually or as a team. I'm really happy that I actually felt this sense of pride welling up within me & I my whole being wanted to just give way & my eyes wanted to spurt tears of joy which I naturally held back cos I thought it would be too embarressing to cry in front of so many people. I'm just glad also that I sat down with a close friend & spent time enjoying a soccer match & having a meal. It's simple pleasures such as these which enrich life & make it beautiful. I'm just wondering when we all grow up & be the captains of our own lives, would we still look back at these monochrome memories & relish in the joy that we once led such pretty lives, growing up & learning to be strong with pretty friends? Would we still fork out time to spend with out loved ones, the ones that helped us reach for what we wanted, the ones that gave us strength, courage & support to push us to what we actually want? Would we in the furture wear purple together, go on tea session, reminence the old times & reliving out histories? I guess I'm going to lead my life to the fullest, adopt the habit of celebrating life and as cliche as it can get, spread joy & love into the hearts of many!(: I've got to move on & be who I am.