The One Thing I Try To Hold On To
*& that is you. but it hurts so much i think i've got to let go.
16/03/2009 - BBQ!(:
Although it was a rather subdued bbq (as quoted from al.), I nevertheless had a good time of fellowship with my classmates & friends from neighbouring classes(: I was sad that kel. wanted to leave early but it's good that she have some breathing space for herself(: I hope she's fine. I enjoyed the company of sham & nickkie! hahah, downed a can of Carlsberg & shared the other with nickkie. overall, I just want to thank mag for the hard effort put into organising the bbq! love you MMMM!(:
16/03/2009 - Meena's Birthday(:
I wished my doll friend happy birthday! I hope she had a blast that day!(: love you too doll! miss you much!(:
16/03/2009 - Dad's departure (back to work) ):
thanks dad for the Welch's Fruit Snacks! Rmb to buy someomore when you come back the next time k? hahah! & thanks for fetching me from all over even when it was raining or else I would have come home drenched! :p
16/03/2009 - complexities are probably not complexities at all.
B.O.Y.S = make girls confused children (as quoted from kel). I guess afterall, things aren't complex as it turns out to be. As of 16/03, I aim to be free from the complexities that aren't really complexities after all. I want to just be me, who I really, free from worried & living life to the fullest & burning for God. I gotta start going to church faithfully, I gotta start setting my goals for my exams which I should have set earlier., I gotta start learning how to let go & I'm trying to keep my options opens. I was prolly myopic & foolish to minimise my options. Now that I realised how subdued one could in matters of the heart, I have to learn how to open my eyes wider, see the world in various light before actually deciding which light I should turn on. Relationships I believe are always there right from the beginning. It depends on who gets it first & whether it'll withstand the test of time. Nobody would ever not cross the path of someone who will be your 'missing part'. I'm pretty certain that since Adam & Eve had each other, each one of us will eventually find that so called 'perfect mate'. be patient, don't rush. God makes things beautiful in his time(:
can't wait! will be meeting Brinna & the clique in a few hours!(: so sad CF & S can't make it):
oh well
cheers&love