OMG, i am embarressed. i'm embarressed of myself. i'm embarressed about the things i think of. i'm just embarressed. what if i got to ntu? i'm gonna be embarressed. like totally. omg, why can't i think straight from the beginning?! why must it be ntu?!? omg, omg, omg. but then again, maybe if i got into ntu, i would be in a different faculty. aha, that's it! but i'll consider european studies @ nus too.

omg, this seems too much for me to bear. i just hope we both don't remember each other for good.